tonight is among the many nights i am sleeping-in with my cousin...none of our parents are around and the apartment has been indifferently left to fate....the empty box by our side,which had been the erstwhile shelter of some really nice n cheesy pizza-bites looks a tad too vacant compared to the steady ebullition of words.i knew tonight will be among the many nights of toomuchtosay and too sparse sleep.I CAN be myself.something i am often not with others.Makes me think.....

i have this highly dysfunctional side of me that is slightly dumbfounding for many;my incapability to remain consistent and coherent,attitude-wise has been much criticized,misinterpreted,i get tired of things too frequently and people...i for one fail to understand myself like many out there.Once it was concluded that i am more of an introvert,such thoughts help.however that is not true entirely,as i understand.i do not dread human interaction but i just get wary of it at times....loads of times.words flow, unrestrained, as long as i want them to,amidst certain people...and then suddenly i crave to be a loner,away from it all,away from everything. Even if i am among the din n bustle i am faaaar faaar away from it all.that cannot be introversion,and yet i derive comfort from it.ALL THAT and i cant even blame it on adolescence anymore!!